Thread: Feeling blue

This isnt going to be a long post.
I know a few people here have mentioned they suffer bouts of depression.
Seems like ive re-entered one of those phases again.
I came off my med's some time ago...thought id give the med free life one last shot. epic fail.
The paranoia has got me by the balls again. Not alot i can do..ive started taking my meds again, just need to wait for those to kick in.
Thing is, this whole shitty life situation is starting to get beyond me. Im not going to cry a fucking river about it. I havent reached Axel Rose status just yet..That said, at this point im thinking, whats the point of soldiering on, if im never going to enjoy my existence.
I guess i really am a whinging emo fag. I mean fuck it, i have no allusions as to what i am. I could say to myself, 'yeh, but what about all the times i had a good laugh'. Tbh, those are few and far between. I can safely say i cant remember the last time i was geuinely happy.
Tell a lie, i can but that was when i was about less than a foot high.
Anyway, im sure your more than fimiliar with my delusional rants...i just needed to get it down and out.
Thanks for reading, if you did.
p.s even though this is more of a rant, id apreciate it if you kept it in the 'my body' forum..
cheers.

p.p.s if anyone else has any personal experiences of 'feeling blue' and wants to post about it here, be my guest...maybe this will get pinned and we can all cry on each ohers shoulders then binge on cake.