I paddled in the waters of no return,
'till my head gave way and i fell right in
I closed my eyes tight and dug my teeth into my knees,
To find more dates on my calendar, and your third degree.

I could tell you a story, and i know you'd listen
And for one mere second, as if it were tradition
You'd turn your gaze to beyond the glass,
A clockwork reminder that my time had passed.

The disappointed front you put across,
Was the usual reaction to the time you'd lost
At fracture point i was presented to you,
As more silent questions were answered untrue.

Taking one step forward on my own terms,
Falling two steps back when I'm made to return
Your sentences are structured so carefully,
Rehearsed on any others that were similar to me.

So i rode along with what you'd said,
And I swallowed your pills to open my head
A plan for this week, and a plan for that,
Yet Another generic plan dragged out of the hat.


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Probably quite self explanitory. let me know what you think.